I must have been so stupid
I must have been so out of touch
He must have been so clever
Convincing me that this was really love
I listened in rapt attention as I heard Natalie Walker’s Quicksand for the first time. Then I smiled. Oh how many times have I heard of the same stories from people I know? Or read about such in many novels and watched the stories unfold in quite a number of movies. Then I remembered that at one point in my life, I too felt the same way.
Love does not fool us. People do. And when we realize that we have been fooled by the very people we gave our trust to, the heartache can be so exquisite it can only be heartbreaking.
How many times can my heart break
Disillusioned by the thought of flawless love
Will I ever get there
Or am I drowning in quicksand
With no relief to come.
How can I not know any better? I have heard this many times too. Had said it myself. But then again that was what made him clever. He who not only made me believe him but made me believe in love as well. And that’s what made my ordeal worse.
I hurt not only for the person but more so for the love I lost.